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Someone in my ribcage is banging the walls with a chair
but we stopped talking years ago
cross my heart and kick it into the gutter
why won’t this ache leave me alone?

Someone in my chest is dousing my lungs with gasoline
and lighting up a cigarette
You cross my mind, I’m breathless, intertwined and reckless, god I want it back
Am I ready yet? Am I ready yet?

Why can’t I stop these racing thoughts? What should I do? What do I want
out of my time on this green rock? What if I’m just a fucking fraud?
Why can’t I stop these racing thoughts? What if they’re true? What if I’m not worthy of ever finding love? What if I’m not? What if I’m-

A glimpse of you, a passing mention of your name
and I’ve swallowed a gallon of lead
I want to sink into the floor, but every thought just tangles me up more
Here it goes again, here we go again—

Why can’t I stop these racing thoughts? What should I do? What do I want
out of my time on this green rock? What if I’m just a fucking fraud?
Why can’t I stop these racing thoughts? What if they’re true? What if I’m not worthy of ever finding love? What if I’m not? What if I’m-

(and in the dark you'll learn to listen to your heartbeat)

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from Do I Contradict Myself?, released April 16, 2024

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